Thirty eighth

I want to be more involved in my oldest son's life more then I am and is heart crushing that to a large extent those days and the many opportunities to do so are gone. Yeah things can still change but not as much as was once possible. Sure some of that is up to him but I can only control how I fell and what I want to do anout it.

Damn. Finally got the place to get back to us that I asked for help at work. They want 5000 bucks to do the work.