Saturday, May 22, 2010

My first

This is the first time in my life that I can honestly say that I am in love. I still don't think I know all that the word encompasses. I believe I know what it is, then a new day dawns, a new feeling emerges, and there I am, shaking my head...

This is the first time in my life that I start a new portion my life with high hopes. I have not had the greatest track record in the relationship category of life but I am so thankful to God and my love that I find myself in this place. I have searched my whole life for someone who would understand who and what I am and accept it unconditionally...love me unconditionally...accept my love in return unconditionally...

This is also the first time in my life that I will have to give up the reins to my independence. I have finally found someone that wants to take care of me...take care of me, what a wonderful concept. I have always been the caregiver in any relationship. Daughter, Christian, wife, friend...I have always been the one to shoulder the burden, look for the solution. This is going to be a learning experience. And a difficult one. Not that I am not looking forward to it...just gonna take some adjusting. Thankfully, I have found one of the most patient partners that God ever created. And I just want to add...GOOD JOB GOD!!! I marvel at the creation.

This is the first time in my life that I look forward to every day and what it may hold...

Tuesday, May 18, 2010

Post: The First

This is my new blog. Welcome.

I have had several over the years, not really sure why I guess they just all seemed like the thing to do at the time.

I have recently had a life altering experience that is slowly returning me to a much missed peace of mind I have not had in many, many years. The whys and wherefores will come out over time I'm sure.

I want to use this blog to share who and what I am and will become, The posts will encompass, at some point or another, most everything that I am. Christian, dad, hobbyist, partner, son, photographer...all of which I have recently decided that I am rededicating myself to be the best one I can be.

You're welcome to ride along if you like. If its not your cup of tea we'll both move along and journey to our next stop on separate paths.

Until my next snippet of life..enjoy yours.